So I just realized I've only been home two weeks. It feels like a lifetime. We've had some sunspots in our job hunt. Nothing major, and yes we are still currently unemployed but there is some hope. I dearly miss my best friend. I feel like I need to see her and be my old, weird, crazy self. She is like my muse, like she knows so much about me that sometimes I need to go to her to remember who I am. We have planned a get together - sort of and I am actually looking forward to seeing my extended Italian family! Pumkin and I are doing pretty well at the moment. It seems all this struggling is making us fight harder for one another. I really do love him so much. I know it can get a little goopy to hear someone mooring over how in love they are but I feel it is so important to say it for the times when my love for him isn't so apparent - to either of us. I love him more and more everyday. Us being at the bottom with few supporters makes me see him in the cold light of day without all those other unimportant things getting in the way. And I love what I see. I feel as long as we can stay in love with so little, we will be more than alright when we have it all, because yes even in these scant times I believe the day will come when we have it all. I know we will. When we do we will remember these days, perhaps even fondly, and it will remind us to be thankful everyday for our family, our friends, but most of all, each other.
- Little Miss Perfect
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